Celebration of Despair

the soul burned with anger
as being expected
feel as if you would be taken away
and wouldn't be reached anymore

take you so long, the one so valuable
let's fly away, fade from the craze
and shall I take you anywhere?
pretend if I weren't guilty at all
make the world change into nothing
remembering the lasting memory

were we a child forever
playing around and don't think about anything
flapping our wings, fly to the blue sky
without hesitating, cry and laugh together
being hugged by a worthless days
throw away everything but play

then when I realize..
you've been taken away and never comeback
won't be reached even if I die
the one I want to reach and hug
a lovely flower with beautiful sheath

when I close my eyes
your presence dances in front of me
staring at me
even if I know this is just a dream
a pleasant dream between the infatuated situation
dream that I don't want it to stop